Today I shut myself into the room to complete my plan, giving up the outside good weather.
It took me a few hours to finish my CV both in Chinese and English, just for the recruitment meeting next week.
I have been jobless for almost 2 months, living in a slouchy way, which is bad for me, if it goes on, and must get worse.So, to find a job, find a good job is must for me, for my parents.
As to my resume, I wanna improve and flesh it out. The Chinese version is ok, but the English one makes me headache. Although, I gratuated from college with major in English, it's always been a shame to me :( I'm not confident in my English level. There were some time when I nearly gave up learning it cuz no language environment, on the other hand, I stopped moving forward.
I am angry with myself, and it's ridiculous to abandon my English career. Recently, I'm mad at learning English, by reading, listening, writing, to put myself into the world of words, which improves my language sense. It's a good thing. :)
I fianlly realize that to do things well, one must pay a lot. The " a lot" can be time, efforts, patience and etc. Now, I have a new full CV, I hope I can get a new journey through my continuous efforts.