Tuesday, 16 March 2010

  • Tired and Disappointed with Myself

    I always thought that I've been ready for a new job and I was able to  find a good job, but the truth tells me I am wrong.

    Today I went to the largest recruitment meeting which is held annully in Hangzhou. During the interview, I couldn't answer their professional questions on foreign trade. One man asked me what was the full name for CIF, embarasstedly, I only remembered the I and F, forgot the C. I really wanted to kill myself! I just read the relatively materials a few days ago, and I forgot ! It's a tradegy...At that moment, I was very disappointed with myself...

    After my graduation, I didn't touch the books on foreign trade, now my brain is fairly blank about that knowledge. I need to charge myself with reading and reciting.

    Anyway, I wish to receive the interview call, just a chance, I need a chance to enter into the field, meanwhile I will study hard and modestly.

Friday, 12 March 2010

  • A New CV, A New Journey

    Today I shut myself into the room to complete my plan, giving up the outside good weather.

    It took me a few hours to finish my CV both in Chinese and English, just for the recruitment meeting next week.

    I have been jobless for almost 2 months, living in a slouchy way, which is bad for me, if it goes on, and must get worse.So, to find a job, find a good job is must for me, for my parents.

    As to my resume, I wanna improve and flesh it out. The Chinese version is ok, but the English one makes me headache. Although, I gratuated from college with major in English, it's always been a shame to me :( I'm not confident in my English level. There were some time when I nearly gave up learning it cuz no language environment, on the other hand, I stopped moving forward.

    I am angry with myself, and it's ridiculous to abandon my English career. Recently, I'm mad at learning English, by reading, listening, writing, to put myself into the world of words, which improves my language sense. It's a good thing. :)

    I fianlly realize that to do things well, one must pay a lot. The " a lot" can be time, efforts, patience and etc. Now, I have a new full CV, I hope I can get a new journey through my continuous efforts.

Thursday, 11 March 2010